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Dear,
You visitied me again
in my dreams.
How sweet it was
and how bitter.
Wishing another chance with you,
wishing to turn back time,
just to feel your arms around me
one more time.
To feel your lips on mine
one more time.
To feel your scent
that is so familiar.
To feel home
One more time.
Do I visit you,
I wonder.
Do you even think of me
at all.
You were,
You are,
My true one,
The one that life
Did not give me a chance to explore,
to enjoy, to love.
I wish I could talk to you,
mend what has been broken,
fill up all the craks
and make us whole
together.
I want to give you that spark back
that lit up in your eyes
when you saw me
all those years back.
I want to say I am so very sorry
for hurting you,
for leaving you,
for not even thinking
to give us a chance.
How foolish I was,
wrapped up in running
away from home.
I do still love you, and miss you dearly. I don't know if you will ever know, but I hope and wish you a very happy and loving life.
Ps. Please, keep visiting me in my dreams. I am not ready to fully let you go.
