I have been trying to fill the hole in my heart with the past and nostalgic thoughts. I really wish I was still seventeen. I wish I could still go on fishing trips with you, or just sitting by the lake with you by my side in complete silence, just enjoying the moment. I will not forget, ever, how comfortable I was with you that time. How nice it felt being with someone who knows me and accepts me. My only ever rock in my life. It was so easy. No adult shit to worry about, no job, no bills, no nothing. Just you and me. I wish so bad to turn back time, even just for a little bit.
You always will have a very special place in my heart and I really wish I could share this with you, after all these years.